Monday, August 26, 2013

Lessons to be learned...

Hello my sweet family!
 
I'm pretty sure I disturbed the entire library as I read the last email from everyone...I love y'all so much!! I just still can't get over Blake's message. I wish I knew when he was serious and joking. But I figured that last part out right quick! There needs to be more emails to me like that, where everyone says a little something. It was very special and I needed it this week! I'm so glad to hear that everyone is doing so well! Camille- your note made me laugh pretty hard too! "Woohoo...gag...woof..." I just love you. And please make sure Charley learns my realy name...I refuse to be Auntie Helga... Maryn- you're looking for a picture? Me. Obviously. A big one. On the cieling. Of your bedroom. You're welcome. :) Dad- BAD IDEA!! Don't take mom to Tennessee in the fall. It's supposed to be the most lovely weather in the south...you don't know what you're doing. You'll be moving in a heartbeat if she finds a house she likes! Just be carefy. :) I'm glad you two will be able to go and see Mandie's new babe, I'm jealous beyond repair. The worst rule of a missionary is that they can't hold babies...it's killer. Also dad, yes we'll be struggling together with Spanish. Mine is very slowly getting better. Hna. Greenwood thinks otherwise but I know better. It's a struggle and a half. But I'll get over it and as I do my best I know Heavenly Father will help me as I try to communicate with His children. 
 
That kind of leads me to my experiences this last week. Hna. Greenwood and I were out for almost 4 days because of the new missionaries. They brought over this sick bug. She caught it first and then I followed. I felt so unproductive, it was annoying. But I got over it right quick. We also had Zone Conference with President this week and it was AMAZING!!! We are completely changing the way missionary work is here. I don't know if it's much different at home but this is pretty wild. We're starting to put together cottage meetings, which we call Noche de Mormon(pretend an accent is over the last o...that bugs me) and it involves the member a ton more! The meetings will be held in the homes of members, so exciting!! It creates more opportunities for the investigators to create more and better friendships than ever before. Everything is still a work in progress. We had our first one on Friday and it was just great. Out of it we got referrals from the investigators...WOO!!! The work is hastening and it's SO EXCITING!!!!!! Oh! And mom and dad, have the sisters in the ward over for dinner, feed them normal food. They like that. I ate cow intestines at the noche de mormon and let me tell ya. My intestines do not like any other intestines in them. The flavor of them was good actually! But...it was chewy. Camille would have barfed. :) I have video of that night, it was so fun! And I'll attach a picture of the tacos! 
 
 Some things I have learned this week is that I am not perfect. Imagine that. But I realized something that I am pretty sure has changed my mission. I have always know this but it finally clicked in my mind. I'm not perfect, but God is. And I am his child. Therefore I have the potential to become like Him and be perfect. I have many weaknesses but as a work on them and ask for guidence from Heavenly Father, they will one day be made into strength. And I need to give myself a little more credit. Cnsidering my circumstances I am doing a good job. Eric Maynes sent me an email last week about success. Success is measured in lots of different ways. As missionaries we sometimes think that since we didn't reach the number goals we set, we weren't successfull. But what it is, is the day to day activity and productivity that we acheive. Success comes from knowing that you did your very best in a situation. Last night we had a lesson with a man named Fransisco(I thought of Scott a lot, especially while Iw as making the teaching record. It took a lot of restraint to not say his name like that to his face.) and in a normal point of view the lesson was the pits. I mean he was so insane!! And it didn't help that he talked a million words a minute so I got lost, but I knew it wasn't good because I could see Hna. Greenwood get a little heated. I did my very best to participate in the lesson. Bear my testimony when he wasn't shouting Bible verses. I am not sure anything got through to him. The lesson itself was not a success. But how Hna. Greenwood and I reacted to it and what we learned from it was a success. I know that we did our best, and I feel good about it. Although circumstances aren't always ideal, we need to make the best of them, and that is success to me.Eric challenged me to pray for something specifically that I wanted to be more sucessful at, mine was handling awkward lessons better, I tend to shut down a little when I don't know what's going on. But instead I pushed through it and did my best. So yesterday I feel like a successed at something. I'm not sure if I explained this in a coherant way. I wrote it down better in my journal.
 
Thank y'all for who you are. I feel so blessed to have so much love and support from home and I pray everyone is well and happy and succeeding in different ways in life. I can't wait to hear from everyone next week! Also, random thought. It's been raining all day. And it's quite nice. El fin. :)
 
All my love,
Hermana Erica
 
P.s. Charley's hair is getting long...what a little lady! :)

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